Friday, December 01, 2006
so much has changed as compared to a few years back when i was still in secondary school. when i would try so hard to just ignore everything that's bad. when close friends fell out with each other, sometimes wondering what exactly went wrong? and when when we graduate, everyone is okay with everyone again. and forgiveness comes, and life becomes good again. Despite the heart breaks and broken friendships, I still miss a little bit of everyone i met.
As weird as it may sound, i miss the bitching. i miss the flirting. i miss the immaturity. i miss the playing around. i miss the big hoo-ha we created in china & sticking together when we faced the now-happily-married couple. the sharing of tears because of fights, or over a guy. though it felt like shit back then, thinking back it all makes me smile.
sharon, christine, victoria and the softball team were all really big parts of my life there. and even though things soured between some of us, right now at this moment in time, we're friends. and i'm glad for that.
Feeling quite emo right now, cause all my secondary school friends are asking me out, and my junior wants me to go back. SIGH. i miss them.
But one day, i know i'll look back to poly and smile when i think of the friends i made, the fall - outs that happened, the trainings and the arguments. the scandals, my enemies and the MCM bitching days =)
but that can wait.
