Monday, July 18, 2005
warning:emo entry.
i met up with my softball dears this day for lunch. alright, we were late.(all point fingers to jinglin) only mr and mrs singh were on time. which was just wrong. haha, thank god we're close. or else 'screwed' is what we'll be. anyhow, that dumb mr singh had to go talk about the past. fck. i felt like tearing and bawling right there right then. i miss them all so much. even though we bitched about each other, everything ended up alright, okay.
Then i think about my life now. CP in NP is nothing compared to my softball team. i dont really care if any seniors see this cause they dont make me feel the least welcome. no warmth, no smiles. i feel as if they have something against me. call it paranoia or whatever you want, i just feel it there.
I love schooling in ngee ann, but i miss my secondary school days just as much. things were so much simpler. I feel like playing softball now. so what if its 12.30 in the morning? I need it; to express my anger. sadness. confusion. lost. emotions.
(if you couldnt care less about what was written above)
i woke up early.met my softball peers.walked around suntec awhile.went home. watched Mr Cool. funny movie. nice. buy the vcd & make yourself cry.
