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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
im so friggin bored..i can kill myself..ive been at home the whole day already.very bu xi guan.even when im off i cheong out to play.as you all can see my new layout.the pic is so adorable.i love it.but dont misunderstand, im not missing anyone or in love with anyone okie. its just cute. neither did anyone leave me in pieces.the words just fit. hur hur` whatever. sad pathetic me.boo! ive got no life..sobs. i feel weird having nothing to do. all sharon's fault! and jia min's!i was suppose to go to sentosa..i was suppose to go to nydc/swensens. and in the end, neither of them are on.blahs. leaving me here ranting to myself.must find more friends xp elton ask me to go clubbing.such bad influence!but im so tempted..bish! ahahaas.see first. hmm..why do ppl fall so deeply in love. maybe im immature & havent grown up yet, but why love someone that doesnt return your feelings. the only thing left to do is 'let go' right? maybe i'll never understand until it happens to me.i pray to God it never does.ahahaa, i dont think i'll be strong enough to go through the pain. i miss my stupid himbo twin. the idiot is in japan. come back come back! x( now ive got no one to complain and gossip to. sharon's doing her blogstuffies. roy has gone back. he messaged me before he left. at this rate,with everyone leaving me alone, im gonna be a loner by december. ahhh! ive run out of things to write..i feel like screaming. *stuffs mouth*
MISS SCARLET*aka jiun
21january1988
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Ben’s Sweetheart
inside my HEAD
spoilt rotten by the ones; materialistic & demanding; in your face; outgoing & loud; unbreakable loyalty to my loves; emotions rule my head logic rules my heart; laughter tickles; earn my trust; believe in fate.
heart BEATS
I love ben:despite the arguments.the tears.cherish the moments of laughter & smiles.support & encouragment.his patience & faith.
I love the company of my friends:fio.sharon.shear.kristy.monsters.my juniors. & so much more. Providing me with memories to live with.
I love shopping:sparkly bangles.dangly earrings.low cuts & skinnies.cute tops.expensive makeup.skirts that flirt.4inched heels & pretty laced bags.
ENDLESS wants*
# lomo/polaroid camera(TY monster sweeties<3)
# nike apple pedometer
# SIMS2 & add-ons mac version
Talk to me.
