Monday, April 14, 2008
byebyes.
Friday, February 15, 2008
your heart stops.
when you realise you've been nothing but a burden
Monday, January 28, 2008
okay. this post is exactly a week late. but better late than never right?
thank you darling monsters for giving me the most memorable celebration ever. (tho i know fio was trying very hard to make up for the @#$!@ books! haha). i definitely did not expect anything like that & it was really very sweet. know u guys put in much effort & planning, so thank you for making it so special. despite the much annoyance when it comes to trainings, u've been the people who have always been there for me. tahan my whining. tahan my tantrums. let me laugh at. tahan my
night blindness. and most of all, you were ALL there. not a single one missing. ty <3
thank you ben, for helping my monsters make it special. sacrificing time + money. i know you wanted to make it special for me too. so thank you. 27 dresses was perfect.
my family for lotsa $$$(heh) & korean dinner. and the many dearie babies that wished me! i've kept all of it to help me remain strong this year cause i know there are people who care & remember.
20years.
like someone said,
its a bittersweet moment.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
know what?
do whatever you want to do.
im tired of trying to keep up with you.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
'always feel like I'm putting in so much more effort'
there will always be times when you feel that way. but you dont give up, because once you give up it becomes your fault. not theirs.
but it's getting so old, & i'm getting so tired.
suddenly, it doesn't matter that much to me if i play this last game.
i said before that the main reason i'm still in this is because of the people.
so tell me what to do when they leave?
but i will continue striving.
cause i don't want it to be my fault.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
absolutely thrilled.due datessaturday: advert report + ppt
sunday: convex report
monday: EPM individual report
tuesday: final presentatn advert
wednesday: masina report + ppt (due fri)
thursday: WISP report (due fri)
friday: masina presentation
welcome deadlines.welcome hell :)
and this is just for next week. the following week is just test tests tests. tell me how to survive this!?
but i am so damn happy our advert presentation has been pushed back a week. thank you Adidas for not replying!(seriously) it gives me breathing space for the weekend which i was this close to falling apart. but whatever!
it's the last sprint to the finish line & then its all over.
loves to my mass communist darlings :) soon all this %!@#$ will be over & we can have our peaceful picnic in the botanic gardens, & this time i'll actually be there!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
fu*king stressed.
i wanna cry.
hai
